After A While | Relationship Poem by Veronica A Shoffstall : Pearls Of Wisdom

After A While Relationship Poem by Veronica A Shoffstall : Pearls Of Wisdom

i guess you have to wonder how long it will take.
if you can open yourself that way again, and with who.
what will he be like? will he love me the same?
how hard will it be to let go. to trust someone.

sometimes you lay there with a tear in your eye.
you want to just let them know. but you cant.
not now. not ever.

drown your sorrows with another drink. just for now.
i no longer want to think.

Dreams

So I was in a strange town Id imagine something like Vegas but less crazy. I was living there with (WM) and I remember all of a sudden having this money because we kept getting it from somewhere? Anyways I had the most and people started hunting us down. So i'ts the end of the day in this town and most places are closed and I pull at a door and its locked, then the next door .. it was open. It was a clothing store and I had the money in my hand and kept pretending to hide it in different spots so the people wouldnt know where and they start tearing the place apart and we run out back to our home. (which was like a huge apartment type place) So in the lobby theres a weird circular thing that sticks out and I open a compartment in it and stick the money in the flap that you cant really see. So we walk away to go eat. So as we eat at this restaurant we can see the compartment and it all goes well when the people walk by it and all until all of a sudden one of the people in the restaurant yells "There!!" and I look up and see a hair extension falling out of the compartment, So I jump up run over and see someone had gone through it but they hadnt seen the flap so I open it and grab the money and run. So as (WM) and I run out into the busy road SUVS come after us and I run to the opposite side to oncoming traffic, I rip off my sweater and a Whit SUV pulls over and a black guy jumps out and says "Here get in" and we do and in the car was 2 guys and one girl who we had met earlier at dinner. I remember being so happy she was there. So I crawl into the front seat and tell him we live in delta.. and ask him where he lives (because we apparently dont live in Delta) and he said he lives on Rupert. So I said " Thats not far from Cloverdale, can we go there instead?" And he looks at me funny and says okay. But first he needs to stop at his house so we pull onto his road, park right outside and he jumps out to run in. So I get behind the wheel and leave the car running just in case. The other guy is like "its okay, Itll be alright" But then I look into the rearview and a white cadillac is pulling up behind us and I start freaking out and putting the SUV into reverse.
But the cadillac pulls into the house next door but I turn the car around and all of a sudden we're inside the house and the first guys mom is talking to me.. something about his childhood. So then we all get back in the SUV and he drops us off at a park, where I meet (SS) and we are getting picked up by (KS) and as we get in the car Im holding Gunner and she tries to make us keep her other cat who is going blind or maybe deaf. Then two seconds later we get out and we're standing somewhere and that's it. I suddenly feel safe.

Dreams

Last night I had a bad dream. I was in a house with this family, and I guess I was visiting the guy that lived there (DH?) anyways I sit on the couch trying to talk to him but he's being weird about me visiting and not wanting me there. So he goes to shower. The house (we are upstairs) is like living room / dining room then kitchen and a hallway to the bedrooms. So his dad? is there and he is sexually abusing his sister? and I go to the mom? and say "He's doing it right now" and she runs to them and then tells me to look away but doesnt stop him. So I run to the shower and the boy is out with a towel on . And I dont tell him but he seems to already know and not care. He is upset Im there and says he has to go to work but I dont want to let him leave. Then all of a sudden we are in a weird building. All weird transparent colors and walls. I remember looking for someone with him but hes with his friends and theyre all smoking and I go to one room and this girls wakes up and jumps up off the floor and acts all normal like they knew me before. But whatever I was looking for wasnt there so I leave. And I cant find the boy.

Thinks you , my love
deserve so much more.
Much less pain,
more heartfelt joy..

<3

I wish you had let go of it
but I know youll hold on
with such regret


Please dont forget

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jn2HQjje_Ec


weird..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smeNgqGtyqk